Okay, in trying to rebuild my rudders, I'm trying to understand what amplifies weather helm. I see how mast rake, rudder rake and rudder shape would create weather helm, but I'm trying to understand why my left arm get tired so much faster from having to tug on the tiller in good wind, while my right barely has to pull at all. I've faired my rudders with fiberglass a little and that has helped, but not a lot. Since my left arm is tiring, it seems that I have to add more shape to the outside of the port rudder so that it has more lift and doesn't pull as much.
In reading one post on loose rudders, I'm not sure how a loose rudder would give more pull than a stiff one. Even if the rudder turns a little, wouldn't you be able to pull the tiller a little more and get it back to the position of a stiff rudder?
Does the downwind rudder create all the helm, or does the upwind rudder do anything? (I like to sail with the upwind rudder out of the water

) I know some people like to toe their rudders in or out, but it seems like that wouldn't matter one bit if the upwind rudder is barely in the water.
any ideas?
thanks in advance,
Jon